have good friends

i only have one friend now (i used to have many) so i’m very clingy, afraid that he’ll leave too, and it pushes him away. i need to make more friends, but i’m not sure how to, its been so long since i’ve made new friends. i typically come on too strong b/c i want an instant best friend, i wish you could get one at walmart “Just Add Water!”, lol, i kid. but i need to have more people interaction and to be more comfortable with myself so that i can make a good first impression, i have a bad habit of getting too friendly too fast and spilling my guts after just a few hours b/c i desperately need someone that i can talk/vent to and its just been so long that i get carried away