Today was not a very good day. I didn’t accomplish what I wanted to, I wasted a lot of time, and I ate way too much. I just want to focus on doing what I need to do but I feel really overwhelmed and just generally bad. I am doing poorly in school. I am already behind and it has only been 3 weeks. I didn’t go to two of my classes and I feel guilty about this. I am confused as to what I want right now. I am much too quick to take the easy way out and not do any work.
This whole thing feels like an excuse for procrastinating. But I really don’t feel good. About who I have become.
I have to stop being so depressive, it really doesn’t help matters.
