be stronger

I was all mentally prepared for our first game, but then it was canceled.

I am super sore right now and I feel like my chest cavity has collapsed. And when I was practicing, I felt like I could vomit/faint at any moment.
They are intense!!!!! And I am clearly not as athletic as I had once thought.
Back for more tomorrow. Mixed feelings of dread and.. Well, majority dread. But I know it will be worth it.

I’m thinking about joining a rugby team that will totally kick my ass. I’m totally afraid and reluctant, but I should just do it, right?

ETA: Yes.

Mostly this is about gymming it up and being a powerhouse of crazy kill-you intensity (rugby, yo), but I totally mean it in all the ways. Like, the strength of character ways.