conquer school

I have to read some pages and write an essay.

Too bad I hate reading, writing, and college!

I’m off to an advising session where maybe they will tell me how to do this. . .

Graduated, HA!
Now on to college, boo.

So it’s the end of break and I haven’t done any homework. I just.. can’t.. make myself!

jfjkaei!!!!!!!!!!!!

Does it actually matter how well you do in grade school and what college you end up going to? Like – Really?

Would it be so horrible if I just accepted that academics just aren’t totally my thing?

Spacial reasoning is pretty much my only natural talent. I am a failure at basically everything but math, science, and art. But you need to write! You NEEd to. You need to write decent essays to get into good schools and you need to be able to get an A in history to get into good schools.

I think if I try real hard I can be like… a zookeeper when I grow up.

...=(

Rrr. I had a chemistry assignment sitting in my folder all but stapled and I FORGOT TO TURN IT IN.

All that work for naught… hopefully I won’t be docked too much for handing it in a little late.

I did it. Did the wake up before school and work until I need to get ready thing. The thing that I have to AVOID if I want to conquer school.

You guys. Wow. I actually started reading a book which I have to write an essay on to turn in tomorrow.

For the past 2 years I’ve been doing freaky things like getting up an hour before I have to get ready for school and writing essays. That’s really cutting it close! But this year will be different I won’t be in stressful panics, I’ll actually do what I need to do and what all of my peers seem to be handling fine.

It’s funny because it’s not like my grades suffer from my extreme procrastination. Just my sanity.

I suppose the first thing to do is conquer my life as it happens concurrently with my education. IE get my schedule worked out and also redo those goals which I marked as done during the summer but then stopped when school started.