Learning to trust
3 years ago
I guess this is a function of two things, really – learning to trust someone else, and learning to value myself more. If I thought better of myself, then I wouldn’t worry about what everyone else thought of me; about my partner finding someone else, someone better and brighter and funnier and prettier – because, let’s face it, there will ALWAYS be someone better; I just need to know that hey, I’m not so bad, myself. Because doubt leads to suspicion leads to paranoia and the breakdown of relationships, and having been there before and recognising all the signs…only I have to learn to stop, to breathe, and to stop torturing myself about things over which I have no control.
