never mention getting married to my boyfriend again

today, my boyfriend said he’d like to go out and look at rings to see what kinds i like so he can make an informed decision when he buys me an engagement ring. he brought it up so completely out of the blue. i guess not pressuring him after those fights we had has been a good decision.

tired of talking about it, and also because i never thought i’d be the kind of girl who’d have to pester someone to marry her. pathetic.