I need to dredge up as much patience as I can muster, from the depths of my soul and put all my heart and being into it.
I don’t know if my patience will pay off; I don’t know which road it will lead me down. But I have to be patient. Most of all, with myself.
Jan 21, 2007, 11:19AM PST | 2 cheers | 0 comments
That I’m not getting any further with this one!
Jan 19, 2007, 07:38AM PST | 0 comments
I think I have been a bit more patient lately. More reasonable. But I did kind of blow it last night with a PMS blast of hysteria at my wonderful, forgiving boyfriend.
Still needs work.
Oct 28, 2005, 10:49AM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments
Ladies and Gentlemen, I am not a patient girl.
And this is largely my downfall, I’m certain. It’s why I’ve been Agoraphobic for half my life. I’ve always wanted everything to happen NOW and everything to be completely and absolutely certain, and slowly I’m weaning myself off these two particularly emotional demands that I’ve been making of myself.
I still worry to a great extent, but I’m less likely to fall into a panic attack in a shop if I lose sight of who I’m with. Jimmy’s helped a lot with this – he doesn’t mind me holding his hand when we’re out and I know that if I lose sight of him for too long, I can ring his mobile and at least talk to him until we find each other again.
Being more patient… not easy but I’m improving.
Jun 02, 2005, 09:07AM PDT | 1 comment