Laugh in the face of adversity, Hey you adversity? Ha ha ha!

well things seem a bit better. if only i could get out of my own BS. why do some become their own worst enemy? gee, can i really be that bad of a person? i don’t think so. yet…

i want to be a boot strap type person. how do they do it? what is their little secret?

i think it is internal. something in the brain. a sense of being worthy.

am i worthy? well of course i am. now i need to act on that!

xoxo

twinkle

rather crying. adversity is kicking my ass. i just want to check out. i think we all got snowed into believeing that life is this really great thing. yeah, maybe when you are 5.
fuck i hate feeling like this.
where is the good in life?

adversity, you’re a effing jerk!!!!!