get a job

Creditors get off my ass. Monday at 5 I start training. I think what I have to do is something to do with food…we’ll see.

Well, I’ve got one, tomorrow.

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I might consider this one fulfilled…well, not really. only when I get a “real” job, though that definition is very limiting.

Getting a job is a pain in the ass. Especially my ass. I have to work extra hard because my mom isn’t smart enough or talented enough to want to succeed enough to get a better job than she has. That’s how I feel. It’s all my mom’s fault for not making enough money to buy me a car. Or at least for making me feel like I can’t ask her to drive me anywhere. Why does she have to act like such an insensitive jerk?

Why am I not talented enough to just relax when I get a job…Why do I ask why so much? I’d like things to just work out but debt + 0 income equals debt. So I have to carry this ball and chain around with me where ever I go.

Maybe I should just focus on places around my house to work at. Then she wouldn’t have to drive anywhere, I could just walk. I just called my old job, Subway, today. They said if they need someone they’ll call me, though they probably won’t need anyone. They’re within walking distance. There’s also Kroger, Walmart, H&R Block, Chunk E. Cheese. I’ll apply at all these places. And call the other place I’ve applied at on Monday…Micheals, Chunk E. Cheese and Rsolutions. Don’t worry, I’m sure to get a job.

I’m going to YMCA and the mall tomorrow to see if there’s any places hiring. I’m tired of me, though. Just tired of that little voice in me that says and does all those little things I can’t stand. So just telling that little voice to chill makes things a lot better. And realizing that I should stay the same until I’m different helps, too. Just being satisfied is something I’d like to try. With myself and my surroundings.

Just kind of a job, but I’m glad to have it regardless. If I get it, I’ve applied today and we’ll see how long it takes for them to get back to me. We’ll just see….:-)

hancock Fabrics and Micheal’s. I’m hoping they need people to work, because I’m willing to work constantly to curb my debt.

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Rather good stock if you ask me. There’ll be blood tomorrow when I fill them out. Just thinking about them puts a chill in my bones and an air of death. Getting a job is kind of like dying in a way. There is some sort of sacrifice attached to each.

And written down several places to visit personally for picking up applications. Yep, I’m serious about this job thing. Gotta get some monies up in hea’h.