decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life

tonight i’m off to do some travelling around europe! i always feel better when i’m on the road! gonna visit southern-eastern part of europe, the balkans – croatia and around. two weeks of no worries ahead!

oh i know, i would travel all my life, if i could afford it!

guess what, i’ve met someone, and during last few weeks i didn’t really care much if i know what to do with my life :D everything suddenly makes much more sense..

the bad part is that after two wonderful weeks she’s gone to do a summer job in the States. I guess it’ll be a loooong summer of waiting for me. On the other hand, I have some time to get back on my feet and prepare that “rest of my life” in case she would like to spend it with me :D

I tried to imagine, but it’s not that easy. Every answer I can give is really a possible answer to a different question.

What CAN you do with the rest of your life?

I now believe I added this entry to my list because it rather well tells how I’m feeling at this point of my life. But to be happy, maybe answers to much simpler questions are enough? Like, whom do I wanna be with, or what type of job should I choose?

I found this text quite true.

once i finish studying i’ll only have to work, work hard so i prove to be worth my salary. i’ll then have to go to the bank and take a loan, and buy a flat, because i won’t be able to afford a house yet. then i’ll work even harder, so i can repay my loan, but won’t be able to save any money, as i’ll also need a new kitchen, tv, bed. i’ll have 4 weeks of vacation per year, but i will not be allowed to take all of it in one turn, so many of those days will simply be wasted getting as much sleep as possible. i’ll waste all my energy to impress my bosses and i’ll spend my evenings with a beer in front of the tube, without any wish to do something.