control my temper

I don’t know if I’ll ever accomplish this goal, as long as I’m still living here. You don’t know the half of it!!!

My temper isn’t as bad as it was, but now it’s my kids that are starting to piss me off. They’re at that age where they just don’t want to do shit but they want the world and expect you to give it to them.

You would think if somebody is going through something, you would do everything in your power not to piss them off, right? WRONG!!! I had to go to a treatment center for 10 days to work on my depression and anger issues. My husband is pretty much the reason why I had to go. I have drawn a conclusion that he is the root of my anger. He had an affair for the past four months, he goes outside and stays on his phone for hours at a time (talking to and texting the same b—-h), and he’s not sensitive to anyone’s feelings, well, maybe not mine. :( He knows that staying on the phone will piss me off, so he continues to do it, then he has the nerve to ask me, ‘What’s wrong with you?’ LIKE YOU DON’T KNOW!!! I’m still receiving partial treatment for my symptoms, but this is the angriest I’ve been in a long time.

I’m doing ok for the time being, but it’s not over yet. The anti-depressants mellowed out my mood and I haven’t been too pissed off lately.

I seriously need some help with this goal. My husband and I got into a HUGE fight last weekend and we were this close to filing divorce papers this past Monday.

We’re doing ok now, but I don’t think we’ll ever be back to normal.

I blew up at my husband again today. I’m so tired of his “friend” blowing up his phone 4-5 times a day, talking about absolutely nothing! I just about had it with him and his BS! Divorce never sounded so good until now. :(

...but my husband is making it impossible for me to control my anger. He always know how to push my buttons. I love him and all, but sometimes he pisses me off so much!

I need a serious vacation, at least for two weeks, away from him and the kids. I think that’s the only way to relieve some of this stress that I’m having.

Today really sucks! Something always tends to happen on Mondays! My husband always has a tendency to piss me off, especially in the morning. I almost punched the s* out of him, but instead, I ended up breaking some stuff. I think he’s one of the main causes of my anger.

I really need to control my anger. I have been more angrier ever since I returned from Iraq. I’ve had a quick temper before, but now it’s out of control. My husband is afraid that I might end up with an ulcer or a heart attack. I’m going to have to take an anger management class very soon.