save my marriage

I still feel the same as I did 5 months ago. I don’t know if I still want to put up with this anymore. I’m not happy and I don’t know if I’ll ever reach that level of happiness again. :(

I’m seriously thinking about calling it quits. :( I’ve tried hard to trust him, but he’s really making it hard for me to. I can’t even talk to him without being sick to my stomach. I know he’s trying to make things right, but I don’t think that it’s enough, not now anyway. :(

Things between us are getting a little bit better, but I still don’t think I can completely trust him. There are some wounds that still need to heal. I can’t just forgive and forget, just like that. I want to trust him, but I just don’t want to get hurt again.

I really don’t know if this marriage is worth saving anymore. We blew up at each other tonight while we were both drunk and said some hurtful things. He has made me miserable for far too long and I think that this was the last straw.

My husband ended his 4-month affair last month, so we’re trying to patch things up. He is very serious about making this work, so I’m willing to working it out with him. We discussed everything with a counselor, and it’s the first time that we really, I mean REALLY communicated with each other. Why didn’t we do this sooner? Things are getting better between us, but we still have a long way to go…