fall in love with the right person

He’s helped me fix myself, kept my pieces together when my worlds fallen apart, and made every day the best it could be. The best days I’ve ever had with out him don’t even begin to compare to the average day with him.

I’m ok with not knowing if this will be a forever, or even a very long lasting relationship. I’m content with what I have, and that’s what matters. I’d welcome more, but at the same time I dont know that I, or either of us really, are ready for it. So I’m going to keep being patient and enjoying what I’ve been given while I’ve got it. That plans worked extremely well for me, so why mess with it? Besides, I love him. And I know he loves me. So thats enough.

That last entry for this goal was so vague. It bothers me every time i see it. I meant that I’m afraid I’m falling in love, and i don’t know if it is the right person or not this time. It feels different, but there are still things about it that leave me wondering. I never can quite tell when it comes to my own relationships, if something is as it should be. I have the hardest time accurately comparing and analyzing what i have and what i need in someone with that of others. Part of me still isn’t sure that i even know what love is. Real love. I know i can care deeply about people. But where the cross over from caring to being in love… and what separates true love from all else.. I’m afraid i just haven’t figured out yet. And I’m afraid to even bring up these thoughts with him.
Old habits sure are hard to break.

I’m afraid I’m not doing so well with this one.