lose 5kg

To make a good start, I’ll try and take it easy chocolate-and-other-lovely-things-wise till New Year’s Eve :) And than January 2nd, I’m gonna give it a real shot! ;)

Everytime I’m doing well, I slip back into my old habits.

Very frustrating.

But, I keep trying. At least I’m doing sports now one or two times a week.

I just checked my wardrobe and it’s really depressing. I really don’t have any nice clothes anymore, because I don’t want to buy anything in my present size. Or actually, I just can’t find anything I like that looks nice and fits well.

When I’m down five, I’m gonna throw away all the stuff I don’t like, and I’ll try to buy three new pair of trousers than. At least one jeans.

I want this so badly, why did God make chocolate :( If it wasn’t for chocolate, I wouldn’t find this so terribly difficult…

2 down, 3 to go :)

But I have a terrible headache. This combined with my brother playing guitar upstairs (I hate guitars, really) and feeling not to well about things, makes it hard to stick to it. But yesterday went really well, and this far this day is good, too, considering the food :) – I’m only worried about dinner tonight, we’re having lasagna, and that’s not really low-cal. I’m doing weight watchers, and the little book with points said lasagna was 10.5 points. That’s really too much just for dinner, don’t you think?

I started again today, hoping that this time I will indeed manage to lose 5k. I was watching some photos from 2006 the other day, and damn did I look good (better).
Today is going quite alright, although I’m rally struggling not to eat cookies. There are a whole bunch in the cupboard. But so far so good.

“Good” thing is, that I burned my mouth yesterday with dinner, so now eating hard things hurts :) Makes the cookies less tempting ;)

I so badly want this goal to work out. I already tried so many times. Hopefully I will succeed this time!