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sorry everyone but things have been crazy here my kids are so crazy especially lately its always something…doing good with the weight…harriet and shenanigans i hope your both doing well i miss you girls! just wanted to hop on and say hey good luck to everyone else! and no my son is no demon child my camera makes at least 1 person in the picture have red eye lol

hey sorry its been forever since i have blogged. i started working again and its crazy trying to take care of all the kids and working 9 hours a day AND cleaning house lol. hope all is well for everyone, i weigh 127 now yay! i have been going days without eating i guess its paying off. as you can see in my pic (took it on my b day went to a show got to dress in lingerie it was FUN) the only thing i don’t like now is my thighs..and how white i am lol. well again hope everyone is good ill talk to you all soon! i miss you!!

started at 135..down to 130..haven’t ate hardly anything, doing good. hope everyone else is doing good!

3lbs!! yay!!

ugh its been a crazy the last few days here. diet going good though, didn’t eat at all yesterday and today i just had a small piece of chicken and a few potatoes, my husband took me to buffalo wild wings(duh boneless Thursdays). wont be eating anything else until probably tomorrow night. i started working today, i had to quit when i was like 27 weeks pg with baby Daniel because i had a very high risk pregnancy,(my youngest daughter was born at 31 weeks, 9 weeks preemie) and so i was put on bed rest to make sure he stayed in there lol, so today was really refreshing being out of the house at the job i LOVE. and I’m always running around there so that will help with the weight. i hate eating at work too, on my lunch i just chain smoke :) so….hope everything is going good for everyone else. actually about 1 minute ago i started having one of the worst days of my life, my aunt that i was and still am but not like we used to be close too very close to apparently only has 6 months more to live..and i cant type im too upset ill be on sometime talk to all you guys later

well it was the worst day ever but maybe the best for my diet. My 1 month old son apparently has colic, so with him screaming in my face all day long, i didn’t have a chance to eat. After he screamed in my face from 9:30am-9:30pm 12 hours we took him to the hospital didn’t get home until 11:30 my husband went back out to get cigarettes and was apparently trying to be sweet brought me home fast food(chicken nuggets fries and ranch my FAVORITE and an oreo frosty) because of the crappy day i had. I told him i wasn’t hungry (i had taken hoodia earlier) and I’d eat it later which meant when he went to bed I’d throw it out. Well just my luck he went in my purse looking for a credit card i said i had lost and wouldn’t you know he found my hoodia. So after having the baby scream at me all day long i got to argue with him. He flushed it down the toilet because you know, i apparently dont need it. So he watched me to make sure I ate my food i wanted to because it’s my favorite but when i look at my stomach i mean im not huge or anything but i’ve NEVER had ANY fat on my tummy. I ate a few nuggets and a handful of fries and said i was full. It was a long terrible day, I hope today is better. hope you like the pic of my son screaming,just to give you an idea of what it was like lol

Where is everyone????!!

so i got hoodia ive been taking it, havent ate anything yet today going to have soup here in a bit. was kind of sketchy about the hoodia but i do like it. seems to be working. i wonder if im not hungry bc it really works or bc i know thats what i took the pill for. either way this seems to be the way to go

so i think im going to get hoodia…

so my day was going good i didn’t eat anything until like 8:00 tonight and thats only because i was forced to. i was at my mother in laws house and my husband was running his mouth throwing a fit because i hadn’t ate anything so before we could leave i had to eat a bowl of spaghetti and it was so gross. Then to top that off, we had to take my husbands friend home from work(he works at the freaking waffle house) and he gets in the car and was like “oh i made you guys some dinner” and i didn’t want to eat it so i was like i’m going wait till i get home and he goes “no go on and eat it now i want to make sure you think its good” so i took a few bites and said i was full and then my husband starting bitching again and well i ended up eating the majority of it to get him to quit complaining and i’ve felt disgusted ever since. time to work out i hope that will help me feel better :/