feel the fear and do it anyway

I just want to say thanks to Smile and Bibliomane for your caring comments. I’m feeling a little better now. I’m going through a big transitional phase ( or two) and there are times it’s harder than others. Your thoughts made me feel a little better those few days there when I was so down I thought I’d never see daylight again. Helped me to hang on.

I feel so lonely and empty. I can hardly bear my life. And I have to live at least 20 more years.

So I’m just going to work at 7:00.

Then tomorrow I’ll do what I have to do then.

And five years from now if I’m not any happier with my life, which I surely won’t be because who’s happy at 65, then I’ll just keep on doing it anyway.