I have always been confused, there have been a zillion things I wanted to do, from writing, film making, and photography, never really found out what I WANT to do.
At 15 I was on teh verge of starting my own business, vegetable packing an ddelivery on the web an dvia phone orders, an Idea which came of age much later, i was booed and made to give it up, they said I was a kid.
At 17 i got a 97% in my twelfth grade, and a call letter from the premiere engineering institute in the country, i threw it into the thrash bin, people called me mad,
At 18, i joined a film & media school, I wanted to be a writer, a film maker, for three years i tried learning the art , but eventually got sucked into the mad rat race after money,
At 21 I am working for a Us based It firm, in India, writing for their clients, onm a zillion topics, and I so want to get out of all this, I am not sure what I want, thats the biggest question, may be I want money but thats not all.
