move on

...and I’m not sure how I feel about it. As much as I’ve been wanting to move on and know it’s for the best, it’s hard to give up the comfort of having someone that cares about you. No, things weren’t perfect but the finality of cutting things off makes me second guess myself. I’m trying to remember how I felt when I was with him and that this IS what I want. I think the initial loneliness is what’s getting to me…I can get through this and change for the better.

I’m sick of living in limbo, not sure if I want to hang on or let go. So many things are telling me to move on that I just want to go with my gut and move forward. Funny how sometimes people that seem perfect are so completely imperfect for you.