make a video for youtube

i made a really bad video and put it on youtube but then i deleted it, changed my name and am planning on putting it up again even though it sucks

ok, so i need to get a camera because i have nothing to do this summer and most of my friends do and if i just sit and stare at the wall which is what ive been doing for the past few days, i will have to throw myself infront of a train
so if anyone has any suggestions on video cameras or somting that are cheep but wont break as soon as i tuch it, i would really appreciate it
i must now go stare at the wall and wate for responces and if there are none, i will be quite saddend