figure out what to do with my life

so i started interior design school and i LOVE it. i frikin LOVE it! I finally just decided to make a move, and i believe that it was in the right direction. i feel amazing and confident in the decision and God is revealing things to me to show me that it’s ok…i CAN follow my passions and still change the world for good. :)

thank You.

So i am officially a college kid again; started my online classes monday… yay me!! :D it feels kinda weird being an ‘online’ student, i almost feel like its fake or second class (no offense to anyone, i know that’s not really true), but as long as i am self disciplined, i know i will get just as much out of it.

i looked at an online course catalouge today and made a tentative schedule for rio salado. this may be an option…i’m liking it. :)

i am BEYOND frustrated. i feel completely lost and don’t know what i am supposed to do with my future, or my presant for that matter. it’s making me very depressed. how can i feel so completely void of direction? so empty of desire? hopefully this will be the saddest entry i make, and things will only get beter. i plan to accomplish this goal by prayer, deep thought, and talking to my most trusted advisors. tomorrow i have an appointment with a guy from collins college so that should either shine some light on the situation or make me even more confused. we’ll see…