Keep thinking good thoughts for Sadie

Last night, Mr. Wren said that he thought Sadie found Becca for us & guided us to each other. I was surprised to hear him say such a thing, because he is Mr. Skeptical.

It is true, though, that Sadie had a little smudge of black right in the middle of her forehead and a patch of white speckles on her right ear, and Becca has these same things.

Becca is a super good dog, my heart still aches for Sadie.

It’s been one week since Sadie passed on.

I do miss her so.

I hope she is in a happy place having a great time without any pain or sadness.

Her vet sent us a thoughtful card with a personal message. That was nice of him.

because all the dog cremation places are closed for the holiday weekend.

It is cold where we live, so we’ve left her in the car. I visit her a few times throughout the day and kiss her goodnight. It is like having a wake.

She looks so peaceful, and when I lean down to kiss her, I can breathe in her smell. I always loved her good dog smell.

She visited Mr. Wren in his dreams. He said they were good dreams.

My reflexes are still tuned to having her here. I keep having to remind myself that she isn’t out in the yard, that she isn’t coming through the dog door.

I am overwhelmed by the outpouring of kind words & prayers from people all over the world. I’m sorry that I am just not up to answering each one individually. Your kind thoughts and support are deeply valued, despite my silence.

Mr. Wren is taking Sadie to the vet again today. I am holding my breath for fear of receiving any more bad news.

So I’m asking anyone with any free thoughts in their brain to spare a good one for Sadie!

Beautiful Sadie’s final chemotherapy treatment is tomorrow afternoon. All paws crossed that it goes very well!!!!

It’s been four months since I was told that Sadie had one to four more months to live. Sadie is not the same dog she was before the tumor broke out of her spleen, but she is still a happy and loving dog. I just want to ask everyone to send out some super special good thoughts for my beautiful girl to help her continue beating the odds.

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I’m asking everyone with this goal to think especially good and powerful thoughts for Sadie, as she is probably receiving her 3rd chemo treatment in about an hour.

She’s having some tummy problems since yesterday, though, so we may decide to postpone the treatment, depending on the vet’s advice.

Tomorrow morning, Sadie is having her second chemotherapy treatment.

Please keep your paws crossed for her, TGFS Team!

Even though Sadie initially came through the chemo very well, after a day she started getting sick to her stomach. She seems fine in all other ways, but she can’t seem to keep food down. If this continues till Monday, I will be calling the vet.