move into my own apartment

It’s not easy living with people who are not supportive of what you want to do or achieve. Whether it’s blatantly airing it out or just making you feel uncomfortable—it stunts your growth.

I am very conscious of the people I’m living with. I am more at ease working in my own space without having people around. I don’t know why.

I am gradually learning to get to the roots of all my issues. From way back when I was a kid. How I grew up, the circumstances that made me what I am.

We all have insecurities but it’s only healthy when confidence outweighs them.

I have splinters of insecurities stuck on my ego. I need a wicked pair of tweezers to pull them out.

I am now working on getting a job again. I will have to close all my debts first, then finally move out. I can’t be rash though, I need this to be thought out well before I charge.

Since I live with my parents, I don’t have my own stuff yet. Main essentials would be a bed, fridge, kitchen stuff because I don’t want to live off take outs, and a couch.

My insides are doing backflips. I’m excited. Scared though, but I know I want this. It’s about time.