be happy about my body

I would like to say that I’m a confident woman who knows who she is and likes the way she appears to herself in front of a mirror. Unfortunatly, this isn’t my situation. Having dealt with many ups and downs throughout my life, this being the one the most difficult to overcome, I have dug myself a surreal hole where everything isn’t what it really seems to be. My goal being that I want to have enough strength to be able to climb my way out of this hole, and to let the light shine upon the truth that lays itself in my reflection.