I just hadn’t written here about it!
I had a breakthrough last weekend when I realised on a deep level I believed sitting down and doing nothing meditating was not a good use of time, even though intellectually I know it makes sense to meditate more, the more I want to achieve!!
Now I’ve resolved the conflict and I know meditation is a very useful use of my time…
for instance on monday in my meditation I realised just how wondeful one of my friends in my life really is. How she’s believed in me and my skills and has told me so, and when I really needed to hear it from outside during times I had felt very low. I rang her straight after and thanked her for believing in me!
That is a truly wonderful use of time in my book!!
