Lose Weight and Get Healthy

so… right now i’m going to concentrate a lot on this goal because i dont think i’ve ever been as fat as i am right now.

[PICTURE: me looking very very fat… and yet i still feel fatter than this pic.]

but i happened to go to the zoo yesterday on a whim, and i was by myself, and i walked the whole time (because its winter and like only a few people were there, there were no trains or anything running) so, i walked around the whole park and today my whole body is sore, which is good because that means i did some damage! yay for unintentionally working out!!

(PICTURE: if ever i were to take a wild animal and raise it like a household pet, it would be that monkey. No kidding. That monkey is small enough to fit in your hand. its absolutely a-dorable.)

...and everything i ever said about dieting just went down the drain. i’m highly afraid of the scale. stupid holiday chocolates and pies and fatty goodnesses.

(PICTURE: MUST RESIST… CHOCOLATEY GOODNESSES!!! so… weak…)

i’m very much in process. wanna know why? because clothing stores are the devil. I’ll admit, i’m very heavy, and i’m a size 24. Well, this last time, i didn’t fit into a 24 very well. Thats when i knew, that i needed to lose weight NOW. I’ll never admit to being a size 26. So… pretty much, i’m losing weight, and im doing it now.

Ok… sooo… i’m horrible at sticking to a diet. i crumble. chocolate is my weakness.

But… i’m starting to drink my chocolate slimfasts (yummmm… they taste like chocolate triple thick milkshakes from McDonalds…only those have like triple thick calories compared to Slimfast) and i’m eating more salads and SmartOnes.

Yay for starts!

(PICTURE: Yummmm Caesar Salad… someone hand me the ranch dressing!)