be ok just being by myself

I need to be ok not having a boyfriend. I didn’t come from years of reading feminist theory just to feel worthless without someone. I need to be ok with this.

I tend to feel really lonely when I’m at school, always have, probably should have transferred after freshman year. But it’s senior year now and I think I just have to be ok not having a huge social life for this period of time. Last year I had no shortage of things to do and people to hang out with. Just be glad for what I did have then and maybe appreciate that now I can get some schoolwork done? Or art. Whatever.