i’m scared of people, and it’s really not a secret. i hate talking to people i don’t know, especially if i’m the one who has to initiate the conversation, and am not completely comfortable around anyone but my family. i can’t hug anybody (my best friend decided it looks like i’m “either it burned or she’s going to cry, i just can’t decide which”.). I can barely walk next to people (i’m comfortable enough around my friends that i can walk next to them, be somewhat vulnerable, and sometimes even risk a hug.)
i used to be scared of death. even though i constantly dream of the end of my or my loved ones, the fear of death has almost completely vanished.
so, if i can get over one fear, i can get over the rest.
my biggest fears: everything (including people, dying in a car accident, failing, letting my good friends down, saying the wrong thing, being alone forever, my parents not coming home, divorce, traffic lights, never learning to do certain things, mud, chimpanzees, ect.)
