be good to myself

I have the best bestfriend ever!
So I’m very happy I bought tickets to visit her for Thanksgiving! I was going to stay here, but work can wait.

I am ruminating about something dumb and making myself more upset about it. And then I know all my bitching about it made J unhappy too! There’s no reason to put myself through all this unhappiness that has to do with a hypothetical situation that I don’t even know about for sure.

So I’m going to finish some stuff up, then go to bed at a reasonable time, without beating myself up any further.

I’m having some bad neck pain, so I booked a massage today. And I bought tickets to visit my best friend over Thanksgiving, even though it seems pretty self-indulgent and I had felt like I had too much work to get away. But I going to try not to feel guilty and just enjoy it!