Still progressing, still improving.
Simon has written 4 entries about this goal
I feel like I’m making progress. Sure, I still think of her and the boys every day, but it’s not quite the same as it was. Perhaps it’s because she has so very clearly let go of me, to the point of not even wanting to speak to me any more.
I guess I’m realising I didn’t mean as much to her as I thought I did.
...this is even the right goal for me.
There’s only one thing I feel the need to let go of, and that’s the bad parts of my last relationship. I’m wondering if what I really want to do is forget. Forget the bad times, remember the good times, and carry on regardless.
My problem is reminders. Everywhere I go, the things I see, the music I hear, reminds me of her. Is it normal to be so easily-provoked six months after the breakup? How many other people are reminded of their ex by every country song on the radio? And I mean every one. Even when I hear an Alan Jackson song for the first time, it makes me think of her. Crazy.
Could it be because I’m afraid of falling? Afraid of the unknown? I’m fairly certain it’s partly a fear thing, partly not knowing how to do it. It’s hard to let go when memories constantly remind me what I lost.
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