Throw caution to the wind and tell 43things community all my dirty little secrets because they can't judge me because i'm here and they're not:)

This is just because i want to randomly write about the guy i mentioned in post number 1.
GOD! – he’s sooooo awesome.
I love his humor, and his annoying shoes, and how his laugh makes me laugh, and how he’s such a weirdo, and his voice, and his unusual charismatic charm that only really works on me, and his intensity, and his creativity, and his admirability, and how he used to have sideburns that made him look like he just fell out the 70’s, and his glasses that are ment to be for glare yet he wears them when he isn’t at a computer screen, and his ties, and his sarcasm, and his cuddly shape, and his cuteness, and his kindness, and the faces he makes when he is pissed about something, and how he always smells like cigarettes and black coffee (even though i hate coffee, and the cigarettes smell more like cigars – i dislike those too), and his anecdotes, and his unually ideas, and his passion… well, i think that’s about it. Just wanted to get it out there.;)

AND I ENJOYED IT!
I know it sounds really gross, but it’s not.
Hot and cold – Sweet and savoury.
These things have been mixed and matched since the dawn of man, so don’t complain or throw up the contents of you already empty stomachs.
I mean, what about lemon chicken, or deep fried battered fruit, cheese cake, man!
Just trust me, try it ;)
(but please don’t dip a frie with too much salt)

I know, hardly the worlds dirtiest little secret. But it could almost pass as that if you knew the details.
I feel almost ashamed to say that it has took me four and a half years, and a confession to a close friend to realise that i belive in this extraordinary event.
Although, i have to say, not as great as i would have hoped it would be. I mean, the guy isn’t exactly head over heels for me, is he?-no.
Even though i know, as impossible as the idea of us being a couple looks from the outside, him and me both know that it could happen. But i still refuse to believe it is love, so sorry about the title. But love is such a strong word, and no matter how much i would LOVE to use this word, i won’t. That’s how people get hurt.