make better friends

Whenever I really begin to feel close to someone as a friend, they always seem to take me for granted shortly after. I know I’m a very giving person, and pretty flexible too, but that doesn’t mean that we are going to do what you do every time, and it also doesn’t mean that you have the right to be mad at me for changing my mind or wanting to do something other than planned once. You’ve done it to me a hundred times.

i came to the realization that the reason for the lack of valuable friendships is directly caused by the lack of love for myself. see entry ‘more and more’