I need to believe.
I need to believe in myself, in others, and in something greater than myself. I need to believe in friendship and caring.
I know there is much that I lack from life. I am stuck in selfishness and self-centeredness.
I need to be myself. But I also need to be someone to whom others can relate. I need to be a likable person, not a bitter one. I need to find a way to connect with others and still remain comfortable.
I need to believe that there are people who deserve my trust, and I need to trust them. I need to believe that there are people who care, and I need to let them care, need to make it easier for them to care.
I need to be believable. I need not to pretend to be someone else, but I also need to make the person I am a person who can have friends, who can care, who can relax, and who can be satisfied and content with life. I need to live passionately and reach goals that benefit both myself and others.
The first step for me is to believe.
