Make and sustain great impressions & Cultivate friendships

self-hatred is tricky. other people are the cause when you dont even know it. garrrrrrr be aware. be aware. for goodness sakes be aware. have awareness afoot!

i will take this off my list when i will meet for brunch with a few people i have given a cold shoulder to. and not communicated with this entire year! gaaaaaaaaaaaaa

if something fundamental is wrong with your core, then there it has to be acknowledged, and has to be fixed somehow!!!!!if something is wrong with your core, and you are mourning something major, then there is no way one will be able to keep in touch with people and prohibit themselves from burning bridges.

im padding my core with a belief that these bad things really did happen and i can move on and grow. i am padding my core by…..... doing what i am good at and allowing myself to be at peace and just….... be

One may say that confessing to something is an imperfection, however i see it now, and have always seen it as a perfection. Humans are flawed, humans steer away from fire, humans protect themselves. This is true, and if we can embrace, be okay, and stand up for our human qualities and take responsibility for them, then that is good, great, perfect.

I confessed to a wonderful person that i did not have the right idea about friendship, partnership, and teamwork. i did not have the backbone that i thought i did have because i was not smart enough to see things clearly. she, acting like the excellent individual she is, nderstood that.

What is my reputation? i could list things here that are not excellent things. what do i want my reputation to be? ann honest person who is there for their friends and associates, and calls people back, does not forget birthdays, events, to call back. someone who not only cares in their heart, but acts like they care. someone who is present in peoples lives, and makes an effort to reach out a hand.

perspective, healing, learning, growing, recognizing old ways and where they came from.

all those things is essential for a well oiled macheine called life.

and the only reason why i think this is noteworthy, is that ones actions not only damages them, but it affects other people, anf i SEE THAT CLEARLY NOW.