stop twirling my hair

meds for fever had this as side effect. gah.

This goal used to be titled on my list as “Take Care of my hair.” i thought that by calling it that…. it would take my mind off of the word “TWIRLING.”

nope. twirling came back.

early in this year i changed a LOT of things, concrete things about my life, and i was so consumed with it and the new environment i stopped twirlin COMPLETELY, NO URGE. that happened jan this year, and summer of…..... 2006.

hmm. then i realized, that adherence to goals, and values, and passions, irradicated twirling. GAH! now its back!! gr gr grgrgr

Dont know exactly why, but am not really breathing—am holding my breath and twirling my hair. i had a GREAT day. and laughed SO MUCH. MINIMAL OVERAL LIFE stress. whats with the incessant obsessive hair twirling?!