stop being a pushover

last night i stood up to a guy who has been trying to get a few things out of me. i told him, “i don’t think i want to. sorry.” and he got mad and started saying some rude things. i got upset and ended up saying, “maybe another time.”
i think the reason i’m a pushover is because i can’t stand letting people down or making them upset, i just like to make other people happy, which usually ends up harming me in the end.
dljasldflsadj i’m so frustrated with myself.

i hadn’t even realized how bad i was until someone said to me today, “wow, kayla, you are really a pushover”. i was about to protest but i realized that i AM a total pushover- i let people take complete advantage of me, especially guys. i don’t know why i do it, but it needs to stop.