make my daydreams a reality

and haven’t returned!!!! I’m done with there. I figure if my bills become that bad, I’ll do something with school or tutoring. Hopefully that won’t happen though! I love having this free time now…..

I’ve had him on my mind ever since I got back. Instead of my feelings faded as they did before, they just got stronger. My mind constantly wonders, if we’ll be good together on a regular basis. If he really would love me in person 24/7 as much as he seems to being thousands of miles away. I’ve even begun writing sappy poems in my workshop classes. Eeek. I’m falling for him harder this time around. Hope it doesn’t hurt me too bad….would be quite lovely to have it be…something that is indeed meant to be.

that I can just barely stand. Someone I enjoy talking with and don’t want to choke or pretend I’m not with him. I’d like to enjoy the date and hopefully he would to and then there’d be more dates to come….

Ah hope..thy eternal flame..

However I do have one person…that a date might be happening in the near future with.

AND is not a piece of crap. You know, holds possibilities. I would like that. I’m not saying it’ll be my only home that I’ll want, but it would be my first. That’s pretty big to me.

I sometimes have nightmares where I’m stuck in Winn Dixie and no way is possible to get out. Eeek. What I would like is to get a good spot either house or apartment that is more affordable and QUIT Winn Dixie. What a dream that would be. Working on it now.

I want to quit working for Winn Dixie. ASAP. I feel like it’s dragging me down with it’s rapidly decreasing clientele and cash flow. I have nothing bad to say about the foods etc, just management is the worsteth and suckeths mucheth. I’m tiredeth of busting my butt for them and the thanks is very very very small. Plus I’ve been hearing about a job with the college part time where I would get weekends off and holidays and get paid $18.50 an hour. Compared to the $9.67 at Winn Dixie that is a REAL DEAL. Hmph. More daydreams for me to entertain.