better health insurance! now, i have absolutely no reason to put off my desperately needed dental work. ah – a world without dental pain and the freedom to smile confidently; there’s something a bit masochistic about avoiding that right?
Ami has written 3 entries about this goal
tonight, i’m going to bed with my little notebook in hand, i’m going to start a list of things i put off – big and small – and put them into prioritized categories. i’m curious to see what i come up with.
i have this dance that i do, it’s called the avoidance, and i’ve mastered it. i really can’t name something that i haven’t put off, from the extremely important to the insignificant; i’ve danced circles around it all. i’ve even gone through tremendous physical pain & threatened my life – so that leads me to believe that it’s a total psychological issue and not laziness. do i hate myself? do i feel that i’m not worthy of relaxing and being at ease, do i crave the chaos – for what reason? it’s going to take a lot of mind-diving to get this one in check.
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