To live instead of exist

I went clubbing with my friends on Wednesday night.
We went to Club 21 on gay night, what a trip.
Didn’t get home until 3am.
So out of character for me.
Good times.
One step closer to reaching my goal :]

I’m tired of just breathing to exist.
Life has been appearing to be more and more bland.
I get up, I go to school, I come home, I eat, I sleep.
This cycle repeats itself every week.
The weekends aren’t much better.
I normally just sit around and mope about how bored I am,
“poor me, poor me” nothing better then a pity party to cure my extremely unnecessary self-induced boredom.
I want to go out and do something exciting and crazy.
Something wild that I wouldn’t normally do.
I don’t want to do something over the top like commit a felony or go against all I stand for and break edge,
I just want to do something out of character.
Maybe hug a stranger or jump in a pool fully clothed.
I want to live my life to the fullest, no matter how cliche it sounds.