be better at math

I’ve been attending my homeschooling every day for two weeks now. :3 My teacher’s been trying to help me understand stuff like long division, etc. I thought I understood it but then I got confused and now I don’t. D:

I’ve recently discovered that my grade level in Math is… embarrassing. I hate math, but I need to get better at it. :/ One thing I find difficult is long division. =.= As many times as I’ve been taught it, I can’t remember it.

I’m proud, however, that my grade level in reading/spelling is 9 – 12 despite the fact I’m in 8th grade and have missed a lot of school. O-O