this is my new account since i cant seem to get into my old one and not sure why so im just reposting everything ok
my old account was xXThe-Little_FairyXx
im depressed…every moment every day….
i cant seem to stop being sad and soemtimes suicidal
i just cant seem to be truely happy cuzeven if i think im happy in the back of my mind the depressions lurking creeping back and so my happieness last for only a short time…i just want it to stop.i can hide it all i want but people still see through sometimes and it still hurts..it hurts even more to hide..i want to be free
i want to be ok….i want to be ok for just a few mins.truely ok….im so sick of depression.sometimes im depressed and dont even know why.im always pushing my friends even my bf away i hardly tAlk i cry myself to sleep at night i tried drugs but they didnt help and now its hard to not start em again.i tried anorexia maybe thinking it was cuz i didnt feel pretty and this woyuld help but it brought pain and now i cant stp. sometimes i just hold a gun or knife praying it will all be over,......i just want it to end
