get over my fear of tornados

gah, i just had another tornado dream last night..except this time, i was inside of it. idk, i was like caught in it, with my mom && we were moving along with it! we were talking to eachother like i don’t remember what we were saying, but she disappered or something, ‘cause i didn’t see her. && i was scared, i called out for her (i was still in the tornado) && she didn’t say anything. ughh. after i woke up, i almost decided not to go to sleep anymore, yeah i know that’s stupid but i HATE having dreams like this! they won’t stop..i have dreams about spiders too, wtf? i’m so weird. >_<; i hate me, grrr.

i am so scared of tornados, i don’t know why though. i keep having nightmares about them. in one there’s a tornado tearing down my house and almost killing me, and one where it kills my grandma but she comes back to life! o.O. everytime there’s a storm or it’s windy i can’t stop my thoughts that there’s going to be a tornado and i get freaked out, it sucks. i hate tornados but for some reason when i see a picture of one, or on tv, i can’t help but keep looking at it, and feeling fascinated..grr. i’m so confused. >.<;