I want to overcome my social anxiety.. but sometimes I think it’s better to give in to it..
There is this introduction of my new school.. It will be 3 days.. it’s a program about getting to know your school, the city and you’ll do things like normal students do (and like).. * sigh * .. I guess I’m not normal xD.. I’m just not that kind of student =(.. (It’s weird.. sometimes I wish I would be a little bit more like that.. but on the other hand I don’t really care either..)
I was thinking of going to the introduction.. I thought.. ‘it’s scary.. but it’s good for me! Meeting new people.. I should go!’.. but later I didn’t feel happy about it at all.. I thought.. ‘no.. maybe it’s good for me.. but.. I shouldn’t do things I don’t really like..’
So I made the decision of not going and I’m happy I did =).. it feels much better this way.. there is an other introduction as well.. with my class mates.. that’s the one I’m going to =)
