start dating again

Ok, so I still haven’t started dating but…. I’ve lost a lot of weight and i realized I need to LOVE MYSELF before I can start dating. I’m hard on myself. I don’t think I can find someone. thats the wonderful self esteem i have. but its gotten better. i get excited every week with each set of “fat pictures” I take. lol weird. but when i’m ready i’m sure it’ll be great. its cheezy but true. you have to love yourself first.

I don’t wanna have a serious relationship, because I am moving next year. Nothing is going to stop that. But my self esteem is so low, I just don’t get out of the house. I worry what people think of me, especially since I’m fat. I feel like I can’t win either way. And Fl sucks too. lol