Digitally Personified (heterotically degenerated) in Newcastle is doing 43 things including…

Explore who I am / Inventory my mind

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Digitally Personified (heterotically degenerated) has written 6 entries about this goal

Personality Disorder Test Results  — 1 year ago

My temperament is rational according to http://www.advisorteam.com/temperament_sorter/register.asp?partid=1
thats fair enough but I am also eccentric?
http://similarminds.com/personality_disorder_info.html#paranoid

Paranoid |||||||||||| *50% *49%
Schizoid |||||||||||||||| *70% *53%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| *70% *53%
Antisocial |||||||||| *34% *47%
Borderline |||||||||||| *46% *47%
Histrionic |||||||||||| *42% *43%
Narcissistic |||||| *26% *41%
Avoidant |||||||||| *38% *39%
Dependent |||||| *30% *37%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||||| *54% *40%

scores in grey are the average web score

Sep 30, 2006, 08:07PM PDT 4 cheers | 0 comments

Nothing ever stays the same  — 1 year ago

I am not afraid of the future,
tomorrow is already with us, yesterday is gone.

Don’t be left behind.

The distant future is all so near, out of nowhere and into the here.
Look ahead without fear, all these moments will be lost in time like tears in the rain.

Sometimes whats most important is to see how far our imagination can take us.

We invent the future with each step we take
I am not afraid of the future!

Sep 10, 2006, 06:16PM PDT 2 cheers | 3 comments

and what else did I buy today (apart from the perfect red dress)  — 1 year ago

a black dress (leather), not my size, but I am interested in hearing from succulent wild women who like the feel of leather.
this is one sexy dress! probably can be worn as a jacket, underwear definitely optional.


I love the smell of leather, that new car smell turns me on!

and what does that tell me about my self?
I am perfectly normal! Thank fuck I never listened to my therapist.

Sep 01, 2006, 02:07AM PDT 1 cheer | 4 comments

I can't fix it for you, I think that this is love but it feels like helplessness!  — 1 year ago

what is the opposite of helplessness?
what is the cost of death?

How long does the busy signal play for before the line goes… dead?

is there a time limit to how long you can be happy for?

How do you know if you are beautiful?
Are you only beautiful if someone else thinks you are?
and what does it cost?

every thing she asks

Aug 14, 2006, 10:40PM PDT 2 cheers | 0 comments

In my mind - Would I like what I find?  — 2 years ago

I realise its not as full as it use to be,
the world has changed or is it me thats new?
A different set of morals form a different set of veiws.
Is this all there is to life. There must be more to this. All things must end

mini-mix-23-5-2006-19-InSideMyMind.mp3

May 23, 2006, 12:10AM PDT 1 cheer | 1 comment

Does anyone know what this means  — 2 years ago

The dream goes like this.
I am cooking a rabbit hamburger, I’ve cut the heart out of the rabbit and cooked it, just before I’ve started to cut it up I’ve noticed its still breathing, then it wakes up and starts staggering around as if waking up from a deep sleep, i am not freaking out at this but trying to figure out how the rabbit can be living with out its heart. Weird???? I dont do drugs so dont tell me to stay off them.

May 17, 2006, 02:44AM PDT 1 cheer | 7 comments

Digitally Personified (heterotically degenerated) has gotten 52 cheers on this goal.

 

I want to:

The world wants to...

write books learn to speak french paperfaerie wants to Compile a 100 favorite songs list. learn to read music rethink this list Save $100/month dye my hair Switch to linux Finish my website Grow tomatoes, Watermelon, Onions & Cilantro in my mini-garden learn guitar go on a three day juice fast Sell stuff on ebay learn swimming learn to sing Make my own Christmas gifts get a new hairstyle buy an old house and renovate it learn to bartend Cosplay Liddleheart wants to lose 30 pounds and keep it off see Taking Back Sunday live have more energy re-learn mandarin live overseas majonezki wants to master cleanse stay motivated go camping and hiking in shenandoah national park