travel in europe

I can’t seem to make up my mind about exactly what I want to do while I’m in Europe. Of course there’s always the idea of getting a EuroPass and going to see all of these different countries in 2 weeks but I’m not in the best shape and I don’t know if I really want to spend a lot of my nights hanging out, sleeping in a train lol. I then came up with the great idea of going to England and then leaving my stuff there, and going to France and Amsterdam for a couple of days and then coming back. I mean there are a ton of things I could do for my two weeks in England. But I don’t know. I’m also very nervous about staying at a hostel. I just don’t know how much I would enjoy it. But then again, I could get my grandmother to pay for my hotel room but wouldn’t that defeat the purpose of going to Europe? Would I still get to meet lots of neat and interesting people and make lots of friends if I stay in a hotel? Or will that kind of still keep me a loner like I already am? I mean the idea of exploring a lot of Europe over two weeks sounds so exciting. Any suggestions from anyone?

I have wanted to go to Europe since I was a little girl. I’ve dreamed of it and I have never really had the money to go. There has always been some reason or another that I have not gone. However, I have lately developed the attitude that if I don’t accomplish these goals when I’m young, I’ll never have the chance again. I’ve made plans to travel to Europe next spring for two weeks. I’m extremely nervous because I’ll be traveling by myself but I will also be staying at hostels so I’ll have the chance to meet interesting people and learn about cultures I’ve only read about. It’s a once in a lifetime opportunity that I just get more and more excited about the more I think about. I just can’t wait until It’s May already!!!