lose weight

Food:
fruity pebbles

Exercise:
none yet

Food:
boiled egg (70)
string cheese (80)
turkey sandwich (200)
jello (80)

Exercise:
elliptical (-201)
arm exercises
ab exercises

POUNDS LOST:
47

POUNDS TO GO:
37

Next time I get to see my bf is August 29th I believe, if everything goes right. So thats about 7 weeks.
I hope lose 10 pounds by then. Which seems like a little number but its really a lot harder to lose than it seems. That is just my minimum goal however. Like, if nothing else I am going to lose 10 pounds.
My goal for this week is losing 3 pounds.
So by next Monday I wanna weigh 154.

Gonna get in killer ass shape and lose the last 37 pounds in 153 days.
I’ve got a prom to look forward to on December 5th and I want to look amazing :x
My bf went away to a “boot camp” kinda thing today and i only get to visit him a few times in the next 5 months.
Like. 4-5 times I think. I want to look more amazing each time he sees me even though im “beautiful” now. Which i think is complete bullshit but hey.
I dont wanna be anorexic, I just wanna be in shape and looking awesome, cuz he is going to get in fucking fantastic shape while he is there.
He already makes me look bad in comparison, but I want to at least get to the level he’s at now by the time he gets back. <3
Im gonna miss him and he deserves to have me at my best shape :)

Food:

Breakfast:
bowl of cereal (160)

Lunch:
cheese burger (home made)(279)
tiny tomato (20)

Dinner: plate of sushi

Exercise:
20 minutes on the elliptical
arm exercises
leg exercises
back exercises

So I want to lose the rest of my weight by December 15th of this year.
I have a really special occasion in December and I want to look amazing.
I calculated my body fat and I have 24%, or 37.4 pounds of fat on me.
So by December 15th I want to lose 37.4 pounds.

Food:
2 toasts (200)
Ramen noodles (380)
4 chickin wings
french fries
dots :P

Total: idk

Exercise:
elliptical
arms and back

So after a long bout of not purging, I did it yesterday :x
But I did it in like the middle of the afternoon, like 5:15pm and my mom arrived home While I was still purging.
I had the tub water running so I know she couldn’t hear anything.
I came out, looking foggy-eyed and redfaced and my throat was kind of raspy.
She is sick so she asked me if I was getting her sickness.
I said no and we left it at that.

Later on I was sitting on the couch, now, I haven’t lost anymore weight, besides maybe a couple pounds, in a LONG time.
She says to me, “How are you losing so much more weight? You aren’t doing anything extreme like, throwing up your food or anything are you?”
I laughed, because it was so obvious that she knew. Because she Knows I’ve been eating. But I def have not lost anymore weight. Not enough to make a difference anyways.
I said, “No, no, I haven’t even lost any weight.” I didn’t really address the situation.
But LMFAO, i wanted to be like, DAMN your about 2 years behind schedule on that one Ma. Thanks a heep! :P

I just had a freak thing yesterday, I’m going to get it under control again. I do NOT want to spiral back down into that mess. Last month I purged every Single day. :(
It was probably the worst thing I’ve ever done to my body.

(oh and btw, if you are thinking about purging, just don’t. it don’t help you lose weight, you are gonna wish you had never even thought of the idea. :[ )

Wish me luck:)

Wellll…. i havent made the progress I wanted to this month.
There is still about 8 days left though.
I’ve lost 47.6 pounds total since last year. :P
not anywhere near as much as I wanted.
I’ve found someone thats Totally worth getting in shape for.
Well, he gives me that extra push that makes it Really worth the effort.
Especially since he just HAS to fuck with me the whole time by touching me and tickling me and stuff xD
I dont mind.
I just need to lose 41.4 pounds by the end of this year because thats when he gets back!
And that was pretty much what i was wanting anyways.

:)
i’m gonna lookin fuckin SWEET by the end of the year.
I’m gonna start working out again and not eating very much :P
i need to eat healthy too but I’ll have to work my way up to that cuz i just cant do it right now.

food:
ham sandwich
ice cream
brownie
3 chicken wings

(can ya tell im a stoner?) lol

its been almost a year now.
and i’ve only lost 47.4 pounds.
lol not as much as i wanted by far, but its a lot better.

But still, i’ve got 41.6 pounds left to lose.
i want to be 151 by June 30th, sooo… 23 days left to lose 5.6 pounds. haha ill make that for sure. :)
wish me luck!

xx
wednesday

Since I was on here last time, about 10 days, I’ve lost 3.4 pounds.
I haven’t been on a very healthy cycle, and I’m kind of getting sick of it, but oh well, the weight is coming off.
And I’m eating some and exercising, so that Is healthy.

Hmmm…today I weighed 158.8
My goal for the 31st is 158.2 so I am 0.6 pounds away from getting to that goal in about 3 days. yay.
And I’m very happy to finally be in the 150s because I haven’t been in like 4 years… since I was around 12

wish me luck!

xx
wednesday