xxswifty09xx in Oxford is doing 3 things including…

learn to love again


 

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grrrrr 2 years ago

well i went out with with him for over a year.i let myself go with him he was everything to me.i lived and breathed him.i knew this was unhealthy.it never used 2 b this.i was the once in control.then one day i jsut seemed 2 fall

ne wa i found out he cheated on me.and i dnt kno how many times or who with either i guess i never got the closure i needed the closure i still need.

with been split for 4 months hes had sex with 3 people already.this makes me feel like shit.

although there is a lovely boy in my life who treats me great who i like talking to and have fun with..so u wud think im starting 2 fall in love with him but no we kiss and there isnt there what was there for the previous one.when my new huy treats me so much better

so confused



 

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