see my brother again

i made myself get on that bus and see my brother, i love him so much and i have missed him even more.. okay there are a lot of things he has done that i really dont like and its sad we arent really part of each other’s life but i am so happy i have seen him and hope to again soon!

my brother is 18 years older then me but we get on so well!

he has always lived far away but now hes local and i keep putting it off and changing my plans instead of getting my ass on a bus to meet him.. but it has been 4years and i have to keep it a secret becuase him and my mum hate each other!