lately i really had enough of this lonliness. I used to have many friends all the time.. not just party friends but also the ones that I could really talk to. But now I’m very surprised I’ve got no one! NO ONE! I’ve been living in this lonely way for half year, sometimes I thought maybe I was getting better spending time with myself, only myself, and accepting the lonliness, but it’s not true.
Yesterday I saw an amazing rainbow when leaving the office, I was so excited that I wanted to call any friends to go out to see the rainbow, then I found there’s no one in this city I could call…
I dont know when this kind of sh*t life will end.
I’m depressed.
