22/10/07 — 10 months ago
so he forgot,bt he always fogets.he just cant be bothered to make the effort for me.you know sometimes i really do wonder if he does actually love me, or is he just scared of being alone. i dont think he realise ow much i actually love him.i mean yh im only 15 but this is my first love and i dont really know why i feel like this, he just makes me feel so good, bt thats only when he is actually paying me attention and not ignoring or forgetting bout me.so this time im watching what he says very carefully, lets see if he really does care about me…
